cuz im broken when im open and i dont feel right when you've gone away. - seether ft. amy lee
5:41 p.m. x 2005-01-11
well frist of all i got my hair wacked off but it wasnt all my fault cuz the grl cut it too short so its a lil past my shoulders now. and when she was done i asked how many inches she cut and she said 5!!! omg!! but cant do ne thing about it now can i.
i also wrote a poem bout mike in class the other day while watching him work. he doesnt even knw i exist now and it really hurts. plus, he doesnt care that he doesnt talk to me that much ne more.
Passing Stranger
Watching from the side as you walk by
I cannot have you and i wonder why?
Trying to hold these feelings inside
I bottle them up, run, and hide
The most beautiful person ive ever seen
With stunning eyes of Evergreen
The sadies dance has come and gone
But why am i still all alone?
While i sleep you are in my dreams
Then i wake up and wanna scream
Why cant i be your Mary Jane
There's too many questions and im going insane
i wish that i could write more but i wanted to stop there cuz it was making me sad that the person i like soo much doesnt like me the same way. this really seems to happen all the time and im being patient till i find someone for me.