easier to run - linkin park
7:19 p.m. x 2004-09-26
well to talk about the good stuff first. last nite i went with stasha and alonza to game works to see brians band, jr anti-sex league play. OMG they r soo soo good and it was so much fun. i also saw a lot of ppl from skool there and sean was there too. we talked to him for a long time and hung out then he tried to say he was gay with one of his friends there but he is so lying. all in all we had a really fun time.
now to what i really wanna write.....
exactly one year ago was that one bad nite that changed every thing up to today. this was the nite where i lost everything; trust, my best friend, respect. it also changed the person that i have become but it is also the one thing that i could erase and change if i could. who knows where i would be if that nite never happened. me and glb would prolly still be friends. but there is one song that describes how i feel and what i wish i could have done different and thats easier to run - linkin park
[chorus2]
its easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
sumthing has been taken
from deep inside of me
a secret ive kept locked away
no one can ever see
wounds so deep they never show
they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they've played
[chorus1]
if i could change i would
take back th pain i would
retrace every wrong move that i made i would
if i could
stand up and take the blame i would
if i could take all the shame to the grave
[chorus2]
sometimes i remember
the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories
i wish i didnt have
somtimes i think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forward so
there would never be a past
[chorus1]
just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending i dont feel misplaced
is so much simpler than change
[chorus 2]
[chorus 1]