ill stare straight into the sun and i wont close my eyes. - thrice
5:10 p.m. x 2004-09-12
friday nite was definately the best nite of the weekend.
saturday i was suppost to go to a ward breakfast but i didnt sleep at all the nite b4 so i was told that i didnt have to go. it felt like i was looking at the clock every hour and that i was awake the whole time with my eyes closed. this is the second time that this has happened to me and it sucks cuz im tired the rest of the day.
so my parents had to go to a dinner for our family doctor cuz hes FINALLY retiring, perv! so they were gonna be gone from 5 till whenever. so me and krispy go out to eat at macyos, we've never ever really gone out to dinner together so it was pretty nice. we had fun and talked and laughed like we always do. then when i got a call from dallas the other nite i said i would stop by and see her at work. so we drive to cold stone and she isnt ther. what the poo!! so i called and left a message and then we left. rite after she calls back and said she had to leave for a second and was coming back. so krispy flips a poo and we go back. omg it was soo nice to see her again. i like her hair color and we talked for a lil bit. then i asked to get a small sweet cream w/rasberries and she hooks me up with a large for free!! thanks dallas, but i swear i didnt even want that much and it took me the whole nite to eat it. we im gonna talk to her later this week and we really need to see each other more.
so we go home and krispy asked me if i could dye the under side of her head. she found the hair dye that i used a while ago and its a dark maroon red. just a reminder that we always seem to do this stuff when my parents are gone. so i do and it was soo red and she's lucky that she didnt leave it in for the whole 25 minutes either. but it looked really good and it wasnt extrem or ne thing like that. and i just chill the rest of the nite.
at 10:30 i get a call from bobby who we met the weekend b4 skool started. i told him i wasnt out or ne thing but that i would have a friend give him a call. so i try to call jeanna and she doesnt answer so i call ranch. both of them r together so i tell her to tell jeanna to give him a call. this just reminded me of something thats been bothering me:
me and jeanna were always pretty tight. i always considered her one of my best friends and i remember her telling me in the past about how she feels left out and how she feels that lindsey is replacing her with jack and ranch. but thats all kool now. well, why is it that whenever i call to ask if i can hang out with the crew she never #1 answers her phone #2 doesnt call me back and #3 when i hear bout what happened during the weekend why didnt u ever call to invite me!?!?! i know how bad she left then cuz thats how im feeling now, left out and lonely. what, am i not good enough to hang out with u guys or do u just not want me to hang with ne of u ne more? i dunno, it just makes me feel like the third wheel cuz i thought we were good friends and all and im not in their lil circle ne more. so im lost on what to do but im gonna find out soon whats up.
so, its jeannas bday this week too and i need to figure out what to get her and im also gonna miss her party cuz im gonna be out of town for our first tournament. it was stupid to have us practice for not even 2 weeks and then have us play in a tournament. we by next weekend we'll have a totall of 3 practices together, woo hoo. think we're gonna do good...no! but ya
till the next time sumthing happens....LUV MY FRIENDS!! XOXO