im not crazy cuz i take the right pills everyday. - jimmy eat world
11:14 a.m. x 2004-06-25
i totally loved being at efy!! i wish that i never left. i met some of the best ppl and i had the greatest experience there.
i was in a league called holpen and all of the guys in our group were loud, crazy, funny and totally hot!! i wish that i would have gone sooner. i also really loved the girls in my group too. it was the best time for me to go to cuz of all the stuff going on in my life right now. it brought a more spiritual side out and i can tell that i have changed in my attitude toward ppl and certain situations. i also had a crush on this guy named quinstion. hes in a band and is the lead singer and he performed with another guy in our league named hubert. (they have fake names) they were soo good and he was just soo hot!! omg
ive only been back for a week and i have to leave again on sunday to go to a tournament in denver. ive been soo rushed and havent been able to do anything with my friends. ive talked to the hawaiian sensation and had breakfast with her b4 efy, havent talked to jeanna or alex at all and thats pretty bad. i hope jeanna isnt mad at me for some friggin stupid reason cuz of the rumors going around that im talkind sh#$ about ppl when im NOT!! hmmm...i wonder who is saying that i am and i totally dont trust ne of the rebels grls cuz they started sh$# btwn me and vanna when there was no reason too. im soo sick of everything and now i need to second quess the ppl i think are my friends. i swear ppl can be soo scandaless.
to tonite im suppost to go hang out with kristina and go watck bud play slow pitch. lol its gonna be funny to watch! i still cant believe that guy is married now, wow!!
well, just thought that i should update this thing b4 i leave again.
I LUV ALL OF U GUYS AND EVERYONE IN HOLPEN!! WE'RE #1!! XOXO