dont be scurred now, got it made now, just pray to god that i dont get ya. - chingy
2:49 p.m. x 2004-02-02
well, on sunday i didnt go to church cuz my grandma was in the hospital and wasnt doin soo good. i decided to go see her instead of going to church. i was soo scared to see her cuz i knew that she wouldnt look good at all.
when i walked into the room and saw my little bald grandma all curled up in the bed w/tubes all hooked up to her i couldnt help but feel soo sad. then i sat next to her and touched her hand to let her know that i came to see her. then she opened up her pretty blue eyes and said hi. then she fell back asleep. i tried soo hard not to cry but i still couldnt stop the tears frm rolling down my face. i luv my grandma soo much and i dont want to lose her.
i stayed for about 2 hours w/my parents. she really wasnt eating either. my dad kept telling her that she had to eat if she wanted to get out and go home. and when she took a bit of some angel cake she through it back on the tray and said "no, it tastes like shit." lol we all started laughing. hey, she might be sick but she tells the truth. but then later on i went home.
and today after skool my dad called and said the my grandma is doin a lot better. she got out of the hospital the other nite and now shes eating, sitting up in bed and talking. that makes me feel a lot better knowing that shes doing better now.
OMG!! i dont want to go to practice and i want to go to the multi-culturla show tomorrow at 6 and i need to find some ppl to go w/me. i still have to make my mole and work on my "me" board for health. i hate skool!!
oh, and i need to get some tickets to the linkin park concert and find some ppl to go w/me cuz my mom is gonna let me go but the tickets r sold by seats and i wanna sit w/my freinds. plus, my parents r gonna be working that show so thats mostly y they will let me go. 3 weeks baby and ill be 17!! yay
I LUV ALL OF U AND I LUV U SOO MUCH JAI!! XOXO things r gonna work out just fine w/u and marcin