i can feel u breathing, its keeping me awake. could u stop my heart its always beating, sinking like wave. - yellowcarsd
4:47 p.m. x 2003-12-29
well today is my sisters 18th berfday. good 4 her but she isnt here cuz she is with her ass hole boyfriend instead. i really dont like that guy. hes so controling and he even called the house like 20 times in a row. TAKE A HINT....WE'RE NOT HOME!! and the way that he talk to her is so rude. she can do so much better and i know that tons of guys like her. it sucks having a beautiful sister and yr the one who isnt cute at all and cant get a guy..even when u do try it fails. uuuggg!!
well, still trying to spend the nite at alex's house. but my mom is sayin "well u really havent even had a punishment." WHAT!?! i havent gone n e where with n e one 4 almost 2 weeks and thats not a punishment!?! what else do u want frm me woman? and so what if some of my friends were out of town and thats y i havent done n e thing, i could call up other friends to go hang out with. and cant they understand that i dont want to go to the fucking mormon dance!! and if thats what i end up doin just to get out of the house i aint gonna stay there. whatever!
i told matt that i was sad that he wasnt under my tree for x-mas. he said that he was sorry but that his thong was at the dry cleaners. lol hes funny to be around. he gonna be going on his mission soon and im gonna give him my address so he can write to me while hes gone. ill miss having him around too. ;( hes soo cute!!
glb- was up grl!?! stil need to call u and i will later. finally stuff is figured out btwn u and good game. hes immature and doesnt know what he wants. but pierce sure does (wink wink) i think that hes cute and he soo much better 4 u than good game. and poor steve, i dont know what to tell u about him. i still never thought that he was over u the first time that we all started hangin out. and again what happened to brittany? i dunno, i dont hang around u guys that much n e more to know whats been going on. and i dont like not hangin with ya. u need to come over and chill with me. we could go get some fazolis or somethin. yummm im hungry. well ill ttyl and luv ya lots!! xoxo
ldg- its a good thing that none of u guys went flying through a window or somethin. and im glad that none of u r seriously hurt either. ya need to be more careful woman!! yr goin crazy j/k were u guys wearing seat belts? and if u werent WOW im surprised that all or u stayed inside the car. well glad that nothin happened to ya and ttyl. luv ya grl!! xoxo
so....PEACE OUT PPL AND I LUV U ALL!! XOXO